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A powerful, poetic memoir of an Indigenous woman's coming of age on the Seabird Island Band in the Pacific Northwest--this New York Times bestseller and Emma Watson Book Club pick is "an illuminating account of grief, abuse and the complex nature of the Native experience . . . at once raw and achingly beautiful (NPR).
Having survived a profoundly dysfunctional upbringing only to find herself hospitalized and facing a dual diagnosis of post traumatic stress disorder and bipolar II disorder, Terese Marie Mailhot is given a notebook and begins to write her way out of trauma. The triumphant result is Heart Berries , a memorial for Mailhot's mother, a social worker and activist who had a thing for prisoners; a story of reconciliation with her father―an abusive drunk and a brilliant artist―who was murdered under mysterious circumstances; and an elegy on how difficult it is to love someone while dragging the long shadows of shame.
Mailhot trusts the reader to understand that memory isn't exact, but melded to imagination, pain, and what we can bring ourselves to accept. Her unique and at times unsettling voice graphically illustrates her mental state. As she writes, she discovers her own true voice, seizes control of her story, and, in so doing, reestablishes her connection to her family, to her people, and to her place in the world.
Author Notes
Terese Marie Mailhot is from Seabird Island Band. Her work has appeared in Guernica , Elle , Granta , Mother Jones , Medium , Al Jazeera , the Los Angeles Times , and Best American Essays . She is the New York Times bestselling author of Heart Berries: A Memoir . Her book was a finalist for the Governor General's Literary Award for English-Language Nonfiction, and was selected by Emma Watson as the Our Shared Shelf Book Club Pick for March/April 2018. Her book was also the January 2020 pick for Now Read This, a book club from PBS Newshour and The New York Times . Heart Berries was also listed as an NPR Best Book of the Year, a Library Journal Best Book of the Year, a New York Public Library Best Book of the Year, a Chicago Public Library Best Book of the Year, and was one of Harper's Bazaar's Best Books of 2018. She is the recipient of a 2019 Whiting Award, and she is also the recipient of the Spalding Prize for the Promotion of Peace and Justice in Literature. She teaches creative writing at Purdue University.
Reviews (4)
Booklist Review
Mailhot's first book defies containment and categorization. In titled essays, it is a poetic memoir told in otherworldly sentences and richly experiential memories that occupy a nearly physical space. A friend and former student of Sherman Alexie, who contributes this book's introduction, Mailhot approaches the complications of writing while Native: As an Indian woman, I resist the urge to bleed out on the page, to impart the story of my drunken father. What expectations must she fulfill, or subvert? Mailhot writes stories of her parents and children; of her youthful marriage, subsequent divorce, and her son who was taken from her. Many pieces address her lover, a break with whom catalyzes her hospitalization, where journaling and remembering become medicine. She tells the story of the first medicine man, in actuality a child called Heart Berry Boy, who, in seeking relief from grief over his mother's death, devoted his life to healing others. Not shy, nor raw, nor typical in any way, this is a powerfully crafted and vulnerable account of living and writing about it.--Bostrom, Annie Copyright 2017 Booklist
Guardian Review
A bestselling portrayal of sexual abuse, racial cruelty and addiction is enlivened by wry, deadpan humour and an account of a strong mother-daughter bond It is difficult, virtually impossible, in this time not to read art against a political backdrop. Voices of difference or dissent are necessary for their reminder of what is being attacked and why we must fight. The danger is that the voice itself gets lost in its greater significance, and we do not hear it clearly, its specific cadences and particularities, what distinguishes it from another in the same camp. The camp becomes the voice. From the first few lines of Terese Mailhots bestselling debut memoir, it is clear that homogenisation will not be tolerated. This is a voice so distinct in tone, texture and personality that the community from which it springs is immediately rendered secondary. Mailhot writes compassionately from deep within the Native experience, never losing sight of her responsibility towards its telling, never losing sight of herself. The personal is indeed political. My story was maltreated, she begins. The words were too wrong and ugly to speak. I tried to tell someone my story, but he thought it was a hustle. The story itself begins on the Seabird Island First Nation Indian reservation in British Columbia, where Mailhot grew up in poverty, overlooking forty acres of corn only coyotes in the field, and crows, and wild things. Her mother, for whom the memoir is written as a kind of elegy, was a social worker, poet and healer, often absent, frequently made unwell by household mould and an alcoholic, abusive husband, a man who also victimised Mailhot. She was eventually taken into care; at 19 she married (I wanted a safe home); and at 20 she had her first child, of whom she lost custody while giving birth to her second. Mailhot succeeds in telling the ugly truth with rich and beautiful words, sumptuous imagery and an unforgettable speech The telling of this story opens at a point of crisis, when Mailhot, now living in the US, has had herself committed after a breakdown, and is given a notebook in which to record her feelings, her grand, regal grief. The resulting account reads as a series of journal entries, later compiled into short essays and addressed to her second husband, Casey. Initially her writing tutor, he is the white male who lurks within the pages simultaneously as a figure of the beloved and a symbol of persecution. His inability to comprehend her experience and her inability to abandon her shame are a consistent mark of how the inequalities of their world are pitted against one another. When they fight about her habitual killing of ladybirds, it is not just about ladybirds: I dont think you know how poor I used to be that my house was infested with ladybugs for so long. My brother and I went mad when they wouldnt stop biting. A few pages on, she writes, less bitter than mournful: I feel dormant watching you live fuller than I can. While in hospital, Mailhot is diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder, an eating disorder and bipolar II. Of mental illness also, her voice speaks as a singular lament within the larger stigmatised area of human suffering. In one or two stringently precise sentences she expresses the absurdity of diagnosis, the polarising effect of naming something in medical terms that is, in part, experienced, even engendered, spiritually. I couldnt distinguish the symptoms from my heart, she states, and it is entirely logical. A cool lucidity reigns throughout, from a soul in turmoil insisting on its own legitimacy, thereby reclaiming its power. Sometimes suicidality doesnt seem dark; it seems fair, she says frankly, encasing all the tragedy of that thought in the safety of its sentence. This is a slim book full of raw and ragged pain, the poisonous effects of sexual abuse, of racial cruelty, of violence and self-harm and drug addiction. But it is not without a wry, deadpan humour and clever derision. Its quiet rage is directed outwards towards the intangible yet definitive (white supremacy, male supremacy), the unjust shape of the world, while a deep tenderness and empathy are shown to those who share in the authors vulnerability her sons, her mother, even her father: I dont think he was wrong for demanding love it was the manner in which he asked, and whom he asked that was unforgivable. Her mother, in all her dysfunction, her societal powerlessness, is portrayed as a kind of quirky triumph of parenting against the odds, serving her children badly cooked wild rice, encouraging them to beat pillows or rugs when misbehaving, because she wanted us to release our tensions. The result of this wise yet flailing caring is a spiritual mother-daughter bond that continues beyond the grave. Mailhot alludes at one point to her desire and her felt duty as a Native writer to convey the humanity of her people and subvert stereotypes. She has succeeded by telling the ugly truth with rich and beautiful words, sumptuous imagery and an unforgettable speech. This is a startling book. - Diana Evans.
Kirkus Review
Reflections on the turbulent life of a Native American writer.A glowing introduction from Sherman Alexie dubs Mailhot, the Saturday editor for the Rumpus, the "biological child of a broken healer and a lonely artist," and her debut memoir undeniably embodies those attributes. She was raised on the Seabird Island Indian Reservation in British Columbia, and her innocent youth was spent within the orbit of a doting grandmother. The author chronicles her teenage marriage to Vito, the loss of her son Isadore in court upon the birth of second son Isaiah, and how they each "ruined each other, and then my mother died." Mailhot fearlessly addresses intimately personal issues with a scorching honesty derived from psychological pain and true epiphany. She discusses her precarious affair with a writing professor, visits with her psychotherapist, who tempered her manic depression with a stay at a psychiatric facility (the "madhouse"), her prideful work as a distinguished Indian writer, and the abuses of her callous, cynical mother and "drunk savant" father. The author's bipolar condition disrupted many of her formative relationships with new men she introduced to Isaiah, only to have them fade into obscurity. She shares these anecdotes through lyrical, brooding, vastly introspective language. Her prose expresses the urgency of her life in clipped, poetic sentences that snap and surge with grief and intensive reflection. Mailhot's proclamations about her heritage, its traits, and particularly the restlessness and codependency of Indian women permeates the text: "Native women walk alone from the dances of our youth into homes they don't know for the chance to be away." Her moral crisis emerges as not one of overcoming the shame of her past, but how to live and love while reconciling her need for both connection and independence. Slim, elegiac, and delivered with an economy of meticulous prose, the book calibrates the author's history as an abused child and an adult constantly at war with the demons of mental illness.An elegant, deeply expressive meditation infused with humanity and grace. Copyright Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.
Library Journal Review
"Indian girls can be forgotten so well they can forget themselves." After reading Mailhot's 160 pages or listening to not-quite-four hours narrated by Rainy Fields, forgetting is not an option. Presented as an essay collection, Mailhot's work lays bare her experiences as a Native American woman fighting for her life: "I won't be an Indian relic for any readership." Surviving a violent father and neglectful mother, Mailhot escaped foster care by marrying as a teenager. She lost custody of her first son while pregnant with her second. Her marriage ended, she had affairs, and she married her unreliable lover with whom she had another son. Suffering from an eating disorder and mental illness, Mailhot was hospitalized. There, a nurse gave her a ballpoint pen and a composition book into which she "produced so much work." Her writing becomes her savior. Fields, herself a registered member of the Muskogee Creek Nation of Cherokee descent, is Mailhot's complementary conduit, intuiting the subtle rhythms of her wrenching debut. The afterword Q&A with poet Joan Naviyuk Kane is exceptionally revealing. VERDICT Already a best seller-as the March/April selection for Emma Watson's "Our Shared Shelf" book club, audiences should grow ex-ponentially. Savvy readers will be library-bound in droves.-Terry Hong, Smithsonian BookDragon, Washington, DC © Copyright 2018. Library Journals LLC, a wholly owned subsidiary of Media Source, Inc. No redistribution permitted.