Stupid monsters and child surgeons / Twenty pills / Light and dark / Escape clause / Twins / Emphasis on the C / I am not this / The girl in the kitchen / Therapy: the gift I gave myself / This is how you unravel / Some stuff / Beyond the bottom / All I see is hope / This thing inside me / OCD: my tentacled monster / Dirk / Waiting for the bad / Numb / My depression--a rock and a hard place / Everything and anything / Better than normal / What if? / Objects in the mirror... / How to deal with me...and my PTSD / Life by the slice / I'm a survivor / Anxiety, the weed / By any means necessary / Put on a happy face / My two-headed monster friend / It all ends here