A Note to the Reader xi
Prologue 1(12)
My Grandfather
13(27)
A Place to Hide
40(22)
The Housekeeper
62(13)
A Gift from Mr Beck
75(21)
I Go to the Ghetto
96(14)
The Final Solution
110(23)
The Arrival
133(19)
18 April
152(13)
The Love Affair
165(18)
Days of Awe and Atonement
183(16)
A Year Underground
199(20)
Valentine's Day
219(15)
The SS Move In
234(28)
We are Just Starting to Suffer
262(14)
I'm Losing Hope
276(12)
The Exodus
288(16)
Zolkiew without Mania
304(15)
The Diary
319(6)
Epilogue: Life Goes On 325(12)
Acknowledgements 337